silence is consent. that is all i'm saying. i'm not going to argue this strongly bcuz i prefer not to get into debates where my winning point would be scored by finding the surest way to put down my lifelong idol. if you think there's resentment, you're mistaking it with disappointment. and suspicion. DEFINITELY not resentment. there's none of that. i put up my truthful assessment of what SEEMS to be reality. i'm content with that. there's no malice in my heart by suspecting she might be a mind control victim, from what I have learned about mind control; she actually fits the description! my argument was strong, if you detach yourself from your “must defend Lauryn at all costs,” mentality. I can do that too. I do it all the time; simply bcuz I love her. Not necessarily bcuz the criticisms I deflect are inaccurate. I just don’t like to hear her dissed, so I also identify with that impulse you have to defend her. We both idealize her in our own values’ image. She probably still rings true to your image of her. Good for you. She counted on it. She needs people to lead, wherever the hell she presumes to be leading, this time around.
My prediction is she’s just doing this to earn more $ to preserve her satisfied, silently consenting, non-rebel, Babylon American Dream. After she fires us all up with agent-provocateur music; I’m sure she’ll retire again with our $ and our hopes, just like before.
How is it resentment to see what she did and say she did it? If you see someone get in a getaway car and speed away from the riot they incited, is it resentment to say you saw them flee the scene of their own riot?
Well, to me, that’s what I saw. I saw her talking/promoting all this rebelliousness and then running the F away.
You saw something different because you love her. I am very familiar with love being blind. That is one thing I know. Love will blind you to what is happening, if your heart is on the line. Your heart is invested in Lauryn Hill championing your cause; anything straying from that is dreadful. I have absorbed it all. That idol-worship; and disappointment to be pointed in one direction by a woman who presumes to be inspiring people, then doesn’t move in that direction where she sells us all on going.
Pardon me for getting to the place where she recommended, then looking around and saying “where the F is she? You mean she changed her mind and decided to enjoy this sh*t society, silently; after telling me to live all rebel rebel;” and she fronted like she was courageous & powerful; not the type to retreat like every other quitter who presumes it’s hopeless to try, may as well enjoy Babylon.
Hey, that’s what we ALL do. Quit and join, via our silence. Her quitting was worse bcuz people actually woulda listened to her and she STFU and sacrificed every generation that came after her to the perversity of Nicki Minaj. She gave us all up and rested on her laurels then demanded to be honored and praised, rather than EARN those titles without begging for them.
I know she mad now. lol
Aint too many disappointed, cuz aint too many take her seriously and follow her like she was goin somewhere. I saw somebody worth following; so that I followed, and she bailed, it hurts me more than most. I am Malcolm X and she is Elijah Muhammad. That is the parallel in my heart. She took me so far, then I realized I’ve surpassed her morality & dedication. She quit, while I strive on to maximize the me she inspired me to be. You have to love to feel this kinda disappointment. So don’t try defaming me like I am resentful and you’re her debate savior. I already know that role. Aint nothing you could say that I couldn’t look away from how I really feel, and pretend your excuse is gravy. I grew up sticking up for her. People really disliked her, so it was a lot of practice I got defending her. I still don’t think those idiots were right to dis her. And I would never dis her outside of challenging her sincerity to her own words, which I’ve adhered to, and she BAILED on. Therefore I feel deceived by her. She BAILED on her promises to us, which she profited off of; then jumped ship.
Like the Busta Rhymes song describes, “she talked sh*t, then abandoned ship!" With our gold. To live large, in Babylon.
She did it before and she’ll bail again. It’s EXACTLY what happened. It’s already history, not prophecy. That IS what she DID. Now her only burden is verbally spinning that fact.
Her opening song is “I got out.” The chorus I believe goes “I got out with all your money, hahaha; I got out.”
She got out because she tasted money and comfort and loved the taste. We all do. That’s what separates heroes from cowards; selfless from selfish; good from BAD. She, like the movie, “Last Temptation of Christ,” got off the cross, to enjoy Rome life. You can imagine how that movie ended.
So good for her. She’s not Jesus the Savior; she’s “only human,” after all. I wonder why she stopped singing that line? Has she upgraded or something, from human to...? Maybe she’s hanging out with Lilluminati Wayne now, and they’re both “not a human being” together somewhere, worshiping Baphomet. I don’t know.
Thanks Ms. Hill for freeing me from the deception of believing a pop star gonna go against the system that still praises you for distracting us with false promises. smh
*shout out Baphomeyonce*
www.curvymagazine.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/05/met_gala_beyonce.jpg Maybe Lauryn and her will wear matching dresses to the Deception Awards.
splityourwit.files.wordpress.com/2009/12/beyoccult.png devil ring
www.conspirazzi.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/beyonce-baphomet.jpg media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l8n85gzjsj1qb4uc0.jpg Beyonce 666 {why would this devil worshiper stick up for Ms. Hill?}
1.bp.blogspot.com/_0SWl0hRdg4A/S2bX2WzztbI/AAAAAAAANj8/hUHhrN01u1I/s640/beyonce2010grammy.pngWhy does Nas do this
t2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcTIEw0rhVhh2GdVS0vjMJuPef4wjPq6RSmBorpY1ScqALdOFYevE7BLgOgeNg hand gesture on stage with Lauryn; exactly what George Bush is doing, on stage? Because it’s ALL a stage. They are the show; we are their illuminati-captive audience. Why did Lauryn used to (& sometimes still does) do the same DEVIL HAND gesture in concert? cuz they all on the same deceptive team, and we are fools to revere them.
and don’t insist i show Lauryn doing it, bcuz it broke my heart to learn those images weren’t hard to find! I’m sad thinking of the day I actually started lookin for Hilluminati evidence and it was overwhelming. I posted some of it b4 and it got deleted. I aint even mad. I don’t prefer to post it again; to even have those images alive. but she unfortunately got some suspicious imagery floatin around online. we excuse everything she does... I get it; she perfect and I’m a hater. I know the drill. smh
I’ll be the board villain all you’s want. I still walk the direction she pointed me in. So it aint like I’m a go jump over to the Baphomet team because Lauryn Hill was a mirage. I thought Lauryn Hill was about the truth. I followed her. She’s the one who aint live up to her own promises. But she spent all our money apparently, and even owes some back. The IRS hit her with that “Owe Me Back” line, once they seen her rolling with Nas.
So Lauryn need new Babylon Heaven spending cash; hence the new “black rage murder innocent whites like Colin Ferguson,” concert; to incite the race war after Obama wins the election and is perhaps, you know what could happen; if illuminati want that race war to impose police state martial law. they might do Obama and blame it on white extremists. I mean, they do stuff like that, you know? MLK is one example
Lauryn singin “black rage/Colin Ferguson” at this hour of the time is very suspicious. but she need the $; so desperate people do desperate things, I’m sure we’d all agree. it’s still not a good look
Now a whole new generation can be misled into following Ms. Hill to the middle of no where...so she can sell records, get rich---and run from her own war; all while posing as a heroic rebel who demands a venerable title, to compensate for the responsibilities she never stepped forward for while she had awareness and the spotlight, as the #1 most visible person in pop culture. More visibility than Martin Luther King ever had. More power than Winston Churchill & FDR, to reroute the world---and she bailed.
Ms. Hill sed “I’m gtfoh, life is good; I’m chillin! f a rebel, I’m rich!” (hence now her tour with Mr. Life is Good. aka Mr. 100 songs about crime for every one or 2 positive poetic lines about current events that might inform & inspire us not to be demonic.)
smh so sad... the new generation will believe Lauryn’s really a fighter, just like I fell for it; only to discover she’s a quitter.
She sung, “Are you satisfied?” in condemnation of us who’d stoop to the degradational spirituality of being satisfied with our current society; but after a few years of good life $ chillaxing, Ms. Hill did a u-turn: “Well, actually, I am very satisfied,” her actions told us. despite letting us forever think she was the woman-William Wallace. turned out she was more like Wilma Flintstone. if she don’t get more $ by any means of deceptive, divisive provocation necessary, she’ll be Winona Ryder stealing wipstick, eatin White Castle. it’s all for the C.R.E.A.M, not MLK & Bob Marley’s dream.
She sings to us but she’s really singing to herself, for $. we some damn fools for following a woman just thinking rebel thoughts out loud, but intending all along, to retreat.
I followed her. So, I know where she went. She went home, closed the door, and lol’d at how she got over selling us a war she aint got the slightest intention of returning to, now that she lives the happy, suburban, Babylon American Dream; just like every other American devil, silently, helplessly, pathetically consenting. Turning the other cheek from the world’s evils, looking away. Stepping down from a podium we all waited to see her live up to her promises. She charged admission, but did not show. That’s mafia sh*t. Took the money and ran.
She’d be quicker to oppose her fans’ just criticism than she would to say something about 9/11; or illuminati’s hypnotic mk-ultra mind control & Project Bluebird & monarch programming. or Baphomet... say Baphomet on stage, Ms. Hill. come on; go call the god of pop culture by his name; even tho everyone you love & respect worships Baphomet. the goat-head god of cool culture. That’s your people, Ms. Hill: Team Baphomet.
Around 9/11 Ms. Hill took an abstract, “I aint touching this one” stance, when asked about it. But you know she feels exactly like Immortal Technique feels about it. But Immortal Tech isn’t a multimillionaire so he still walks the walk. Lauryn Hill chose not to talk about it, because Lauryn Hill rebels for riches, not for righteousness.
Proof is the past. I’m not predicting what she’ll do based on what she hasn’t already done. She says as much. “I got out. I’m a civilian now.” The only thing she doesn’t do is lol in our faces that she lied to us about her intentions on this planet.
She got rich, lives lavishly, and we’re sold a war chant to follow (without her); to our own demise.
My dumb ass got tricked cuz I tend to do what I say I will. I could never be a gangsta rapper, bcuz the thought of saying I’m gonna kill you and not killing you, repels my soul. And if I was a killer, why would I sing about it, incriminating myself? If I say I’m selling drugs, and not doing it, I’d feel like I deserve to be called out. So I’d never say it.
I could never lie the way she did. I could never excuse my own lies.
But maintenance of her façade is necessary bcuz it is her occupation. Professional singer-deceiver, musical, part-time agent-provocateur. i.e. if she don’t lie, she don’t eat. if she tells us she sold out, no more food & shelter = a PROFESIONAL LIAR. That’s her job description! lie, or starve. smh
She’s experienced the good life $ can buy. I guess if somebody had offered me $ to shut up, look away, not tell all the people listening to me about the illuminati’s evil, maybe that sell-out road would’ve cross my mind. (not.)
Bcuz every job in society offers us the “respectable, helpless, silent consenter” option.
Her job is as a voice. And she turned her voice off. For money. For happiness. For all the stuff you don’t expect to have when you in WAR, which she PROMOTED.
She declared “War!” because---she is a War movie work of FICTION.
In a movie, you can declare “War!” and when the movie ends, war over.
Well, she yelled War, got her War movie millions, then cut out. Abandoned us, just as she recently alluded to doing...
Neglecting to tell us her war; her entirety, was fiction.
I was fooled. So I’m disappointed.
So sincere. Nothing malicious. I’m content with all I’ve written. Have fun defending our hero from her own lies’ offspring. What am I going to do? Try to win an argument? I lost already by following her.
But I’m fine. Because even tho she aint walking, I’m glad she faked it. Cuz what she faked was the right way to be. Too bad so few followed; including herself. If others had, they’d see how OBVIOUS it is that she bailed.
And you’s excuse her; as she excuses herself. So I’m like, “okay. It don’t matter to me whether everyone agrees or disagrees.” I’m just one person.
I honestly am writing this just to let her know, even if it’s only me; I feel deceived by her.
So, my opinion (when not deleted) counts as much as any others.
I don’t dislike her or resent her. I think she’s COOL. But she yelled left, ran right, and I ran left after where she told me to run and I trusted she’d go, and she aint go that way.
She quit; she bounced; she shut up, lived large, and never opened her mouth about all the stuff she had power to change hearts and minds about.
She stfu when she had the world in her palm and coulda ruled it.
She prefer the title, than the work. Nelson Mandela never had to demand you call him MR. Mandela. It was understood by the WALK he walked, he was to be called that, in honor of his realness. No ?’s when you real. Why Lauryn’s demand for respect ring so hollow? Why did everyone lol that she demanded such a silly title when she was on her way to not needing to request it, had she followed through on her grandiose promises?
We were only a few years from bowing before her and calling her Ms. Hill in due veneration; but she couldn’t wait for that by earning it; she just said, “Screw the hard work, call me Ms. Hill, goddamnit!” Bcuz she bailed, she had to demand what real heroes never need to beg for. Cuz she talked big, and floated away with our $. To live large.
She bragged about not having fleets of cars. But it don’t matter what she spent our deception money on; she had enough $ for fleets of cars; why would anyone judge her on what she spent our betrayal dollars on? Be it fleets of cars or bouquets of flowers or guitar lessons; whatever... She tried to deceive us into thinking cuz she aint bought lots of fancy stuff to flash, that she wasn’t a silently, rich, illuminati-consenting, sell-out devil.
But the thing is, she behaved identical to silently consenting devils after her pockets were full.
Just cuz she SAYS she aint like that, it don’t mean her actions are any different than those devils she professes to be adversarial to!
She looked the other way while illuminati mass-murdered and polluted and poisoned & worse. She had enough $ to make hushing about current events & illuminati evils worth it. They called her “Livin’ da Liar’s Life, lucrative Luciferian Lauryn.”
You board members excuse it because you think 23 is a powerless age. But how old are 2Pac and Biggie when they died as legends? How old was Martin Luther King Jr. during his bus boycott? And she’s an old soul & a genius, who is very wise; therefore is culpable, not naïve. To who much was given, much is expected. She neglected God’s gift to her, to live mediocre and satanically silent.
She wasn’t the typical 23 year old dumbass you probably see in the mirror when looking at yourself from that age. Peep Empress Lauryn’s facial smugness in her pix at that age. She was superior to us all from ALL the way back. Old enough to know EXACTLY how guilty of deceiving us and bailing, she is. The sell-out, who knew the score, and still hu$hed; but couldn’t tell us she knew she’d sold out. Cuz her professional liar career depended on silence. or truth. she chose silence/capitulation, rather than truth. yet flattered herself as the opposite, to sooth, {perhaps the intent was to camouflage} her cowardice.
She told us “I have the mic; I have awareness.” And she chickened the F out of her own assessment of her responsibility. I aint sayin she bad. I’m saying she chickened out. And/or is under mk-ultra illuminati mind control to be exactly the half-assed rebel she has ended up as.
She do got that zombie look & vibe to her now. Maybe it’s just narcissism. Something put forward in her aura to deflect what she REALLY is, to herself: a quitter; a hush-money accepting sell-out; & ultimately, a coward.
How is it resentment to be disappointed in your own hero’s retreat? She yelled “Charge,” then didn’t run into battle. She took her hush money and she stfu, looked away from the world’s problems. She did. I aint resentful AT ALL. I am walking the walk she talked. I know I am who I am because of her. And if I wasn’t true to what she spoke, I wouldn’t open my f’n mouth. I’m pledged to live and perhaps die for sh*t she promoted, then FLED. The least she could do is stay in the damn war she inspired me to participate in.
Confuse it with resentment all you want. I’m solid; mind games don’t work on people who are true to themselves. If you followed somebody who didn’t lead, you’d be disappointed also. That’s all I’m saying.
You’s are spectators, so your hero is still heroic to you as a stagnant fan. If you’s don’t move at all; you can idolize the hero who moves slow. But I’ve detected a total sham. I’ve detected someone who is maintaining a false image they relish, to keep that idolization of her alive; while off living contradictory! That’s literally what she did.
Don’t be mad at me for noticing that sh*t. So bcuz she did it before, I’m presuming that’s exactly what she about to do now. And that she’s doing it as intellectually lazy as to capitalize off Colin Ferguson and murder of white people, I gotta look at her as shady.
I never expected to expect the worst. When you love someone, you are not prepared to see them as a villain. But it’s apparent she gambling on whites being shot up while she aint around for that carnage; by putting out this Black Rage/Colin Ferguson energy; and after whites get shot up, she’s gonna retreat back to her ideal, suburban American Dream in Babylon with new riches to pay her luxury bills; with a new generation of fools worshiping her false “black” leadership;--- but she a fraud.
Let her disprove my prediction by not chickening out---as her history recorded she’s done.
She chickened out; and now she back for a quick buck, like an easy vote. Obama got the black vote and promoting black rage assures a black dollar bill. But is she real? or a rapper-slash-ACTRESS?
I understand blind idolization of someone whose behavior acts out the audiences’ desires! E.g. I am a fan of Luke Rudkowski, founder of WeAreChange. I admire him. I revere him. But I also know activists connected to him who said he AINT that hero I think he is. But I haven’t seen anything but heroism out of him; so I still view him with reverence. But I know for a fact, I followed Lauryn Hill, who was my inspiration to try to make the world better; and I watched her quit.
Because you didn’t follow, you’re not disappointed. If you’d followed her words, you’d realize she bailed. Your favorite singer left the spotlight. But my commander left our war; but still wears her war uniform demanding to be treated like she fighting, when she’s retreated/capitulated/hu$hed up; took that “$hu$h money. And I no longer trust her return to battle.
I don’t even have time to be posting on this forum; I’m just putting up these thoughts now that she’s active and maybe curious about what we’re saying; in hopes she’ll read this and know there’s expectations she’s left out floating in people’s minds, that we who followed her, expect she aint gonna chicken out on again.
You want music to be entertained by; I expect more. I expected activism from her, not retirement. I aint resentful. I still believe in her.
I’m putting up my feelings so she’ll know there’s people who’ll be disappointed in her if she runs away from her own War in the Mind versus this society, that she the one who fired first shot in the air like she was about to CHANGE shit; and she chickened the F out. Or sold out, taking hu$h money to live just like any other silently, consenting, Babylon DEVIL.
Yep... not a difference.
Only difference is she still wanna wear the belt, but aint the champion of any cause but sitting on her own couch watchin TV, probly sulking. lol
She gets all this praise (deservedly) for her contributions. But you can’t talk all that rebel rebel then go relax relax.
What did she think, we weren’t paying any attention?
Did she think we all wanted to dance mindlessly and party hard to her music?
To bump it in our car as we drive to & from Slavery, adoring the status quo? Hell no. She know damn well we could listen to Alicia Keys, Beyonce, & Rihanna for romance/dance b.s.
Lauryn Hill professed to be a warrior, and she FLED the battle field. I was stung cuz I was down to ride with her. I aint expect she would vanish. lol
Most people got some kinda idol they look at and think to live up to. I chose her; and she aint even live up to herself!
Lauryn Hill ran away from her own war.
So I’m bewildered; like, wtf? Where she at? playing video games? UNO? Monopoly? Where the hell she go?
Imagine you riding with William Wallace in the movie Braveheart, and you got this excited hero revving you’s all up to war; then he split on you all to go chill in the Scottish suburbs knocking up various women, chilling... with our deception-profits. Off praying to a totem pole like; “leave me alone, I’m with God and my deception-comforts.” Please...
Most people aint follow her. They aint rebels. They wouldn’t know disappointment by having their hero let em down bcuz their hero is probly as evil as he/she says; i.e. not living OPPOSITE from their message.
When 50 Cent says “I still Kill,” I presume he means it. So I didn’t follow 50 Cent. lol But when Lauryn Hill said “I’m here to free people from deception; war in the mind; rebel rebel etc...” I was like, “okay I can get on this team.” And then I realized I was in a car with no driver; cuz she took the money and RAN. She did.
I see it that way. Let her disprove me. Let her disprove this. Cuz my estimation is what occurred. And she is fronting, stuttering, and stumbling to defend herself in her own mind right now as she read it, cuz she know this is accurate; unless she got an explanation. Which I honestly don’t think she got one. She may have a confession. But not an excuse. We’ll forgive her for being “only human.” But damn, don’t LIE and tell us you walkin the walk, when you QUIT.
Just tell us you fake as hell. and we all will love you for being real. I still love you. Aint nothin to me; I’m walking in the footsteps of the make-pretend Lauryn Hill, as if she’s real. But now she promoting this black rage Colin Ferguson energy; and I just can’t vouch for it. It aint necessary. Get $ a different way; not by promoting murder of innocent people. Colin Ferguson was a bad guy, not a hero. If he went in and shot up the CFR or Bilderberg, maybe it’d be a different picture; but he shot up normal people just like her own suburban neighbors! And she promoting it? Really, Lauryn? Ms. Hill? You cool with that? Brave? Really? She taught me to be better than that. So I’m disappointed.
Don’t call me “resentful.” That aint a feeling she has planted in me. It’s impossible for me to even dislike her. This is my honest disagreement. She’ll respect it bcuz she about that. As she said, it’s better to be the real you than the fake someone else. The real me was inspired by the fake Lauryn Hill. So when I discovered she fake, I was horrified.